I have been strongly advised that I be exposed here for the effeminate sissy I have become. My problem is that no one in the real world who knows me has any idea I shave my legs, wear panties and pantyhose, that I have noticeable breasts that can fill a bra, and that I enjoy skirts, dresses and high heels. I`m very nervous if people find out that I have been intimate with men. It`s ironic. On the one hand, I feel a need to be exposed but on the other, I am afraid someone will come up to me and say he or she never knew I shaved my legs or that I preferred being effeminate, or that I liked guys.